I woke up at 9:45 this morning. I am tired, but I need to get up, so I can maximize my work time before 10 PM tonight when the Spark App shuts down.
But, today I will be focusing more on the daily pay apps until I get gas, and am able to add another $50 to my account that I am short for the week before payday, that I did not realize.
I was never good at math. LOL I am good at managing, which makes up for it, though.
Actually, it's the daily expenses that get me. Stuff I need throughout the month - soap, shampoo, food, dog food, etc. Stuff I don't account for in my budget.
I always buy the cheapest brands, because it is all I can afford, though.
Today, I need to buy some water and instant tea to take with me. I have found that instant tea doesn't effect me like brewed tea does. Brewed tea seems to have more caffeine in it, which keeps me up later at nights. It also makes me take more bathroom breaks; whereas instant tea is more like drinking flavored water and seems to be better on my kidneys, and helps me sleep better at night.
As much as I love brewed tea, I need to be more practical.
I also need another Vape. Okay, I don't "need" it, but how many luxuries do I ever buy myself? That is the only one I have. Besides food...and today I am eating at the mission.
I am starting to panic again, though, because time is drawing short and I need to have the car rental money before my car is fixed. I don't have it.
If my car were fixed today, I would owe $805. With all the bills coming out of my account at this moment, I am short $20, which has to be put in by tomorrow at 2 PM. I can do that. No problem. But if I had to pay car rental, that would make me short $825.
My check, at this moment, has about $229 coming on Tuesday, the 21st. The week of the 21st - 27th I will owe $151 worth of bills. This means I need another $922 by the 21st.
I can't possible do that...so I am asking for help again.
You guys see that I am working. You guys see that I am making good money. You guys see that it just isn't enough...I am not begging because I am spending it unwisely. I am begging because I am in need.
Please help...somebody. Every little bit helps.
I am doing what I can as best I can. You see that.
I am showing you. Daily.
Lord, You are the WayMaker. I need You to make another way for me. I can't do this on my own.
Be with my children and my lists. Help me do what I need to do to make this happen.
Lead me, guide me, show me the way. I am totally dependent upon You, Lord.
In Jesus's Name I pray, Amen!
Isaiah Chapter 45
2 I will go before thee, and make the crooked places straight: I will break in pieces the gates of brass, and cut in sunder the bars of iron:
3 And I will give thee the treasures of darkness, and hidden riches of secret places, that thou mayest know that I, the LORD, which call thee by thy name, am the God of Israel.