Still Transforming

Good Thursday, World!

Yesterday was slower than Tuesday was. Not good, but I still worked both apps and I made more working yesterday than Tuesday. Thank goodness I had Uber eats - I made more on it than I did with Waitr.

One of the good things about the long drive from New Boston to Texarkana each day is the opportunity to think and evaluate myself and the future.

My "transformation" is still in progress. I am learning to let go of things that are obviously not meant for me, no matter how bad I want them. Instead, I am focusing more on obtaining what I need to survive and who I am as a person without it.

So far, I have changed my wardrobe somewhat. I still like comfortable. I have cut and dyed my hair ( I like the new style). When I am not working and I go somewhere, I put on makeup. ( I even paint my fingernails).

I take Saturday and Sunday off to recharge and worship (as if I don't worship enough throughout the week).

I focus more on what God can do through me on a daily basis. I look for opportunities and pray for the ones I am unable to take.

And I always continue to pray for what I desire for myself.

I focus on getting my bills paid and for discernment on how to wisely spend my money. I only get what I need when I need it! And I search for ways to save money, as always, as well as opportunity to make more, so I can keep a backup plan.

I quit smoking cigarettes, as I said I was going to try to do and started freeing myself from the nicotine addiction through vaping instead. At least vaping will be cheaper.

I'm trying to eat healthier.

And I revamped my website. Soon I'm going to stop posting on facebook. I'm keeping my Facebook account to stay in touch with family and friends, but Facebook has nothing to offer me anymore, the way it did in the beginning.

instead, I have my own website. If you are my friend and want to keep up with what I am doing. Bookmark my site at thepondernews.com . If you care about what I am up to, all you have to do is go to my home on the web to visit me. I'm there.

When Google, Amazon, and other servers in the US go down or start their purging process, this website will not be purged. It is based in Israel. I have no problem with that as a Christian. It is the only thing I will support that is not American-made given the current political atmosphere here today.

Besides, there are some people on Facebook who really don't need to see what I am up to, or even care. And I am sure that they won't miss me. Will you miss me enough to come visit me at my website? I'm looking forward to seeing who my real friends are.

also still have my blog spot blogs. I plan to use them to update and write news as it comes to me, but the Blogspot blogs are Google based so there is no telling how long they will stay up.

If you see something you like on my website, please feel free to share it with your friends. There are some share buttons on each web page for Facebook and Twitter, otherwise you can copy and paste the URL wherever you want to.

if you want to comment or engage on my website there is a place to do so on each blog post, as well as on each page. I am looking forward to seeing you all there!

I came home early tonight, because I didn't even make $50. It was slower today than it has been all week. I am dreading seeing tomorrow and I'm thinking about taking a 3-day weekend. I am selling some of my stocks in order to make sure I have the money to pay what I have to pay up until my mortgage is paid.

I don't like that, but that is what I put the money in the e-trade account for. I am just blessed to have it. And it probably wouldn't hurt me to take tomorrow off as well as Saturday and Sunday and start again on Monday.

I am praying next week as much much better.

Have a blessed day!