Steady My Heart

I woke up at 9:50 AM. Today is the 1st and rent is due and I can't even pay my car insurance. I have $91 in my bank account right now, with $690 due for rent.

I'm screwed.

I need someone who will help me out by keeping three plastic totes for me until I can afford a storage building. Or send me some money to get a storage building and mail box with for the month. Can someone at least help me with that? I am now in the process of packing my stuff to move. It is time I give up the fight for a place to live.

Eviction is eminent at this point.

My CashApp is $ShondaPonder.

As long as I have a vehicle to work in, I have a job, and a place to sleep. I'll be taking my dogs to their new home in two weeks.

This is not how I wanted things to happen. I didn't want an eviction on my record, but God has other plans, obviously. And, I wanted to keep what little furniture I owned. But, I guess I have to let that go, too.

Today, I am calling to disconnect my internet service here. Any updates on the website will now have to be through my phone. So, I won't be doing updates here as I have been every day. My internet will be disconnected by Friday. I'll wait until I figure out my actual move out date before I disconnect my electricity.

Lord, be with me as I go about Your business, following Your lead.

Keep me safe. Be with my children and my lists. I know You have a plan.

In Jesus's Name I pray, Amen.

Philippians Chapter 4

11 Not that I speak in respect of want: for I have learned, in whatsoever state I am, therewith to be content.

12 I know both how to be abased, and I know how to abound: every where and in all things I am instructed both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need.

13 I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.