Shall Not Want
After working all night, I still didn't have enough to pay all my rent. So, I went to my lender and asked for another advancement. I was given enough to pay all my bills that were due until the car payment is due. All I need now is to pay all the bills and my car payment that are due until the fourteenth.
I have to make $186/day for the next seven days in order to insure all my bills get paid. including my car payment, on time, by the 14th. My phone bill is due on the 8th, and it is $158. I HAVE to pay that. Without it, I can't work. It is due on the 8th. Then, on the 9th, I have to pay another loan account bill $72. On the 10th, I owe yet another loan account $170, and my renter's insurance $10.
On the 11th, I owe $25 for a medical debt, and $30 for my flex payment (for previous car repairs). On the 12th I owe $27 for my Quickbooks subscription, for keeping my books so I don't owe taxes at the end of the year.
On the 13th, I owe another loan account $177.
And, somewhere in there, I need to pay my car payment of $421.
That's what I owe for the next week until the 14th. From the 14th until the 21st I only owe a total of $155 in bills. I can recoup and rally at that point, and save for next month's rent so I am not late again.
From the 21st through the 28th, I owe $430 worth of bills. It's a little more, but I can still pay it and save the extra for the 1st of the month bills.
When the first of the month gets here, I'll be okay this time. As long as I can work.
By then, I should be putting money back into my E-trade account for saving.
I just slept about 4 hours. Now I am awake and I'm going to try to go take another nap, so I can get up and work some daylight hours in the morning.
Thank You, Lord, for being the God of Sustainability. I pray for Your abundance, that I can get caught up and able breathe easy once again.
Help me to be the woman You made me to be, to forgive, to move forward in confident assurance. Keep me from harm and temptation. Give me strength and stamina. Rebuke the devil for invading so much of my time as I try to fight off his financial attack on my life.
Be with my children and my lists and keep my lists small. Let my day be profitable for You and for me.
Lead me, guide me, show me the way. Let this song below be my recurring prayer to you!
In Jesus's Holy Name I pray, Amen!