Need You Now
I woke up at 2 PM today.
Yesterday was rainy. I heard rumors that it was going to ice over for the next couple of days. I could only hope for hazard pay.
Even after selling all my stocks, I don't have enough to pay my bills for the first of the month. It's hard to make a lot of money on a rainy day, unless it is on Uber, and providing there aren't too many cars out and it is busy. I had a really okay day yesterday. I made all day just on Uber what I made doing 3 apps the day before.
I am determined to stay up as long as I can at night in order to rotate my hours back to daytime hours.
My dogs are going to hate me. I am not going to be home for awhile - until it is time to sleep.
Lord, I know You are there. I know You provide. I know You sustain.
Right now I need help again. I feel so ashamed to ask for Your help again, but I know You delight when I do. There is nothing I can do without You, Lord. I know that, but it doesn't stop my faith from wavering about the future, because I don't know Your Will until it is present.
I'm leaving it in Your hands, Lord, after I have done all I can with what You have given me to do. It's all I can do. I ask You to take the wheel. There is no way I can do this alone. My bills are coming and I just don't have the money for all of them.
Forgive my sins. Forgive those who sin against me. Lead me, guide me, show me the way. Give me opportunities to serve You. Let my day be profitable, both for me and You, and be with my children and lists.
In Jesus's Holy Name I pray, Amen.
“But mine eyes are unto thee, O GOD the Lord: in thee is my trust; leave not my soul destitute.”