I Won't Walk Without Jesus!

I woke up at 2:10 today.

I started work at 4:10 yesterday. The app was pretty busy I did Uber all night. Nothing else.

I decided to take a break and eat at Pandas, after dropping off a customer, against my better judgment, after my indigestion the night before. It was okay.

I was able to give one customer a run down history of the 1st Bikers Church, explaining to him that our church was literally built from the blood of saints. I told how God has used tragedies to grow our church. I also explained that I had not been to church in a while, due to having to work in order to survive. And that I believe that being the church is just as important as going to church. But I invited him to check it out for himself.

He said it sounded awesome!

I worked until 2:30 AM, then decided to come home. The previous night's lack of sleep was wearing on me...but at least I made enough to say it was way better than the night before.

Still not enough to pay my bill tomorrow, though. And, my stocks won't settle until around Wednesday, so I can't use them for that.

All I can do is hope that today is better.

But, it felt good to be driving a car that didn't have a check engine light on, and wasn't vibrating and making feel "unsafe" in any way. It was actually a relief.

But, I need to work my hours back around to where they are supposed to be, so I can make more money during the daytime hours again.

I do well enough during the night hours, as long as there aren't desperate Uber Drivers staying online all night. But, daytime hours are always twice as good, if I can do Spark, too.

There is a reason I signed up with all of the available apps.

Right now, every joint in my body is aching. It is hard to sleep at night due to the pain. But, I still don't have the money to get my medication, yet. I can't afford it until my bills are paid.

I know that with Jesus, all things are possible! I won't walk without Him!

Since I deleted all my games, I've been spending more time watching Pureflix, YouTube and TV shows online. Last night, while I was out and about, I watched the series on Pureflix "Sons of Thunder". Then, when I got home, I watched 9-1-1 Lonestar, Riverdale, and some Grey's Anatomy until I could go to bed and go to sleep.

Lord, You are the Most Holy and Awesome God, and I know You know my needs.

I also know You know what I can handle and what I cannot.

I am asking You to bring me the business I need today to ensure my bills can be paid by tomorrow. Help me stay healthy enough to be able to work, and help me to survive when I do. Keep my car running smooth so I have the tools to do my job, as well.

Be with my Children and my lists, including the ones I haven't added yet but intend to.

Thank You for being gracious and merciful to me thus far.

In Jesus's Holy Name, I pray, Amen!

Philippians 4:13

“I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me.”