I Ain't Going Anywhere Without Jesus
I woke up at 4:10 PM today. I didn't get to sleep until 7:30 this morning.
It is the Sabbath, so I needed the rest; but, I'm going to work because I am still under debt bondage.
I have $75 saved to pay taxes with in the God Account.
All of my bills are up to date. And I have $154 to pay towards May's Rent already. My phone bill is due on Monday ($130), and I already have $20 towards that. That is what I am going to be working on today, plus whatever else I can make on top of it.
At least I am not behind on anything but rent (again). My whole Spark paycheck is going towards rent. So, whatever I earn today on Spark goes toward rent. I want to at least pay $250 toward that on Tuesday.
I have to get gas when I leave the house today. I spent $10 yesterday on Gas, and I only have a quarter of a tank left.
I lost my vape yesterday, so I got another one, but when I came home, it was sitting right in front of my computer. I find that odd, since I came home and looked for it three times. How could I have missed it? Am I that stressed? Am I going crazy?
Maybe I am just tired.
Yesterday, a lady ordered a Grub Hub from a food place in the mall. I was on my way to go get it, and she calls me. I thought she was going to have me add some stuff to her order, which I can't do, and she would have to do it on the app. That's what I would have told her.
Anyway, she proceeds to tell me that she doesn't have a car, and if I would stop and get her laundry for her, she would add $20 to my tip.
I gladly picked up her laundry; and, yes, she tipped me.
On the way to driving my last ride home, he asked me, after conversation, "What degree at philosophy do you have?" I told him I did not have a degree in philosophy. I didn't need it. I had read the Bible several times, and it taught me everything I need to know about the mind of man. He said, "That is obviously all you need!"
We had been discussing God and how to deal with certain personal problems he is having. I am always a good ear. I must have made him feel better about his situation.
Lord, Holy and True,
Thank You for giving me a great day, yesterday. Thank You for waking me up today to try to do it again, even better.
You are ever with me, whatever I do, and I am so grateful for that! If You aren't with me, I don't want to go!
Be with my children and my lists. Make me better today than I was yesterday. Lead me, guide me, show me the way. Be with those who need Your guidance that I come into contact with each day. Let me be Your hands and feet where they are needed. Give me more opportunity to serve You. I live for that. My life is abundant through that!
Thank You for keeping me safe and healthy and sustained, and I ask that You keep me that way!
In Jesus's Holy Name, I pray, Amen!
Exodus Chapter 33
15 And he said unto him, If thy presence go not with me, carry us not up hence.