Do It Again
I woke up at 9:40 this morning.
I didn't sleep well last night because I forgot that I always get bad heartburn when I eat Pizza. I was puking all night. That is something I forgot to talk to my doctor about that I will have to put on a list to talk to her about on May 1, when I go back to see her.
I am still feeling a little nauseous; but, I have to go to work. I have $2 in my bank account, and my internet bill is coming out tomorrow. Today is payday. So, I have to make my deposit. I would have made one last night, but the bank had no envelopes available for me to make a night deposit with.
I'm going to take some extra from them today so I won't have to rush to make my deposit again. I can do it at night before I go home.
I have a full tank of gas to start the day with.
And, I can't do any Spark this week, until my rent gets paid, because I won't get paid for it until the 7th. I need the money by the 4th. I have 5 days to make $1,015. I don't see that happening. Plus $235 in car rent money.
I could use your help. CashApp: $ShondaPonder.
Lord, You are the God of Promise, of Hope, of Restoration and Love.
I am not going to lie. I am starting to lose hope that I will be able to keep my home and all I have right now. I am looking at being down to the bare minimum by the time I get my car back. If You would, could You prevent that?
If this is Your doing, Lord, and if I have to move out, I just want You to know that this isn't how I wanted to make this happen. I really wish You would give me some time before I have to do this.
You are certainly not a God of my schedule. LOL. Be with my children and my lists. Let today be profitable, both for You and for me. You have total control. Lead me, guide me, show me the way and give me the opportunity to serve You better.
In Jesus's Holy Name, I pray, Amen!
“Let us not therefore judge one another any more: but judge this rather, that no man put a stumblingblock or an occasion to fall in his brother's way.”